I never did anything to you
I never held your hand
Never kissed your face
I never cared anything for you
I never shared your smile
Never called for you
Yet you stalk me like a bird for prey
Hunting... Forever...
Your mindless body surrounds all my space
Why do you care?
Why do you care for me??
I never meant to be for you!!
Why do you care for me??
Leave me alone!!
Leave me away!!
I never wanna see your face again!!
I never wanna hear your name again!!
Yet you keep coming back for me...
Yet you keep coming back at me...
Please leave me alone...
Leave me alone with my true first love...
I climb to the tallest of towers
An
I never wanted to grow up
So why do you obligate me?
I never wanted to grow up
So why do you force me?
I never wanted to grow up
So why do you keep desiring me?
I never wanted to grow up
No reason to bloom, no reason to breathe
How can I die?
How can I run away?
Slavery...
Slavery...
Throw the whip in me... once more...
And I will cry for more!
And you will smile once more!
Enslave me!
Enslave me again!
Abuse me, despise me
And I may die again!!!
I remember my home land
Where I ran across the hills
We were children
We had freedom
We could choose the games to play
But then you came to me
With the whip and the gun
And
A Diary - December 26th, 2012 by davisonata, literature
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A Diary - December 26th, 2012
December 26, 2012
Since Ive already written on todays page and there will be no December 26, 2012, this page will do. And I forgot to mention one thing yesterday. I actually played that game, and the story is really nice! Especially when Aeris dies and Sephiroth becomes a demi-god. And the play wasnt really loyal to the game, since Barret and Tifa do not get arrested and things like that, but I think they adapted it because showing Don Corneo and terrorist attack on Sector 5 Reactor would only enlarge the play.
And well, speaking about plays It is amazing, isnt it? The amount of plays ever made, their t
A Diary - December 25th, 2012 by davisonata, literature
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A Diary - December 25th, 2012
December 25, 2012
This is the last day
Last seconds of our paths
Forgive and be forgiven
For the sins thought and done
Give me your hand
As I have given mine
And pray for the holy mother
Lay over the hand of God
Which will take us to Heaven
To let us rest in peace
For now and for ever
With this beautiful poem local priests made to us, I go with my final song, the one long chosen by me for this moment.
Song of the last Day:
Nightwish Dead Boys Poem
And here goes my last words:
Thank
You
A Diary - December 24th, 2012 by davisonata, literature
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A Diary - December 24th, 2012
December 24, 2012
If you havent noticed it yet, the December 23, 2012 day is in December 26, 2012. You? Who am I writing for? To myself? I really wish to know
To say the truth, I wonder if any will ever read the words written on it. I mean, I know everything will be broken and burnt into stardust, yet I wonder. And how would he/she feel when reading it? Pity? Passionate? Indifferent? I really wonder
Ive got completely used to The End, now days are quite relaxing. I am like an old man in his last breathe, in pain and serenity. I never felt this way before, so calm
A Diary - December 23rd, 2012 by davisonata, literature
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A Diary - December 23rd, 2012
December 23, 2012
(cont )for hours. Her name was Aeris. He decided to hide there for a while. She started to melt Clouds heart, but then reality overcame fantasy. It was being announced everywhere, with much happiness, that Shin-Ra was going to execute the terrorists who blew Sector 1s Reactor. And then Cloud saw the pictures of Barret and Tifa, among others who had nothing to do with the attack. So he decided to leave Aeriss house to go save their friends, but she refused, she wanted to go with him.
And then begins the Final Act. The two infiltrated the Shin-Ras main building in the center of Midgar in search
A Diary - December 22nd, 2012 by davisonata, literature
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A Diary - December 22nd, 2012
December 22, 2012
Today I was staring dreamily at the ocean and somehow it made me remember a great play I saw a year ago. It actually has nothing to do with far seas and oceans but its pretty nice.
The story is centered at Cloud, an ex-Soldier from Shin-Ra, the main worldwide company, who became a terrorist against Shin-Ra. The problem with Shin-Ra is that it became stronger than any government ever wished of. Shin-Ra transformed medieval times into a hi-tech reality in a short period of time, delighting every single person with its inventions, but also made the world an empire of doom and poverty, since it could not make hea
A Diary - December 21st, 2012 by davisonata, literature
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A Diary - December 21st, 2012
December 21, 2012
Tonight we are moving to the coast, my parents decided to see The End away from the festivals. I think it will be pretty beautiful to see it from there, after all, the lifestream came from the sea.
From there, The End will be approximately at 6:00PM. So it will be nearly sunset. That will make the view at the beach more beautiful, I guess.
Changing subjects, I have to admit I like writing this diary. It makes me feel better. At first, when I got it at my 14th birthday, I was not so sure if I would like it, but I could not refuse. And well I liked it very much. It helped me a lot in these h
A Diary - December 20th, 2012 by davisonata, literature
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A Diary - December 20th, 2012
December 20, 2012
It has been confirmed. December 25th is the last day of mankind. Ironic, isnt it? A day which always symbolized hope, passion and love shall now become the day of the end of all these brightful feelings, which will go and stay with our souls throughout eternity.
As if nothing was happening, shows and festivals are everywhere, more than ever. We are celebrating, yes: not the doom of mankind, but Life itself, and all it has given to us. What would the world have been if people were always like this?
This Christmas is truly Christmas. This time it is not about Santa Claus, although he too deserves to be honored. Thi
A Diary - December 19th, 2012 by davisonata, literature
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A Diary - December 19th, 2012
December 19, 2012
Life is great. All the feelings, love, hatred, anger, passion, greed, friendship All them is what makes the spectacle of Life greater and greater. And here lies the final act, which, if I had to give a name, Id give it Doom and Passion. Thats what its all about, the passion which flows from us in the moment of our deaths.
Today it was a very shineful day. Shine that came not only from the Sun, but also from the now nearby Meteor, which seems now bright and big. Very big. It was under this beautiful but sorrowful sky that me and Lara spent the whole evening. And we spoke about many thi
Where are you, my fairy?
I miss you so much...
Long time has passed by
You are far away from my time
So hard it is to find
My true way in life
I wish every day and night
That day I said the words I never said
Could turn back to that time
So I could see my Fate's mind
Every nightmare that day comes back to haunt me
I wish I could say those words to you
My fairy
I wish I had you forever!
I wish so hard I could die
To live that day again...
To change my fate back then...
So now I can see you
Truly happy, forgot me
I am forbidden to the gates of happiness
Or so everyday I say
I lost my chance to live with you
And now where a
I dream I did not think of you everyday
I wish I do not tell myself I love you
The words repeated every hour of the day
My fears reflected in the sinking waters
Walking through the corridor
Awaiting your scent
Your smile, my flame
I stalk you as I know I should not
Evening and dawn
Only sides of a coin
I dream I did not think of you everyday
But I know I cannot hold myself
I wish I did not love you...
Rose!
Forgive me!
Rose!
Adore me!
I wish I could be just a friend
But I know I'm a fiend
Rose!
Forget me!
Rose!
Desire me!
Every night I go to sleep
Having nice dreams of you
And me
I count the hours to see you
I sear
I love you since I met you
I know you love him
I wish you make me feel joy
Even not with me...
I hope our moments never die
I dream our souls become mates
I feel our words will never lie
One to the other
As one... As one!
-Where are you going?
-To nowhere, my love.
-Promise me one thing.
-What shall it be?
-Promise me you will never leave me, please!
-I will never leave you.
Where are you?
A letter?
"I love you."
If you love me, why did you leave
With nothing left for me to live?
Just because I´m a priestess
Is that why you worship me?
You lied...
Even loving you - Hear my opinion
I don´t think he lied
He wa
May 2, 2008
Sitting in front of the magic window
Watching the ticks come and go
Flowing away within the stream of time
Stream of life
Everyday I wish for a lightning
To strike me!
To take me away!
A world of fantasy I await...
May 2, 2008
I can't wait!
Just a week away from my marriage
All I ever wanted
I shall forever have
Thank you!
Thank you, my fate!
Thank you, my god!
Thank you, my love!
Two worlds...
Separated...
A moment in time
Division in line
Two worlds...
Two lives...
A coin flips again
Watch what it says
Sorrow
I wish
Morning
Sorrow
Smiling
Sorrow
Acting, playing
A life I won't live
I failed
I fa
Rays of light
Passing by
Shining fastly through the line
Waves that come and go
Pieces of a dying world
Prepare for the next day
Never seize the past
This is the new way
Path of a sorrowful age
Stop the rush
Dance with the gypsies
Roll over the garden
Seek a constellation in the sky
Run through the hills
Drink with the bards
Flip a coin, enter the game... Of Life!
I am a Strider
You are a Strider
We stride into the Corridor of Time
Observe the paintings in the walls
Carved with leaves, flesh and sand
Feel the stream within yourself, it's your blood
Live the pain, cry the joy
Seek the star within yourself
Shine, shine t
Tales
Tales again
More and more tales
From a far-away land
Full of
Dreams...
Full of
Heroes...
I
Wish to be
One of these heroes
From the tales I read
I
Wish to be
The great knight
Saving my princess
Far away
A land awaits
Must believe...
[come in]
Far away
A great tale
Is to begin
[come in]
[Dream
Let yourself in
Here you may be
What
You
Wish]
Life is real
Life is real
Life is real
Life is real
(...)
Profound darkness in the sky
Only the full moon as a light
The princess has been rescued
By the evertold noble knight
And a kiss was set upon the night
And a seal of everlasting love was tied
I wanna be the princess
I wanna taste this tie
I like this boy - Gabriel
His blue eyes to keep me held
I wanna be with him
Forever ever more
They say he is now dating a beautiful girl
Can this really be true?
Yes... It is true...
To me not even a look
Betraying me who always gazed him
Who never showed a sign of what I feel
Why?
Why the road of victory has to be so hard?
Why?
Why can´t the world be made
Only for me?
Now I aban
Current Residence: Mossoró Favourite genre of music: Power metal, gothic metal, black metal, j-rock. I can like anything if it's good, even Nirvana Favourite style of art: Not modern, unless it really makes sense Operating System: Both XP and Linux Shell of choice: WTF? Wallpaper of choice: Sleepy Buildings Favourite cartoon character: Coyote Personal Quote: Reh!
Favourite Visual Artist
Tony Kakko, Tuomas Holopainen, Mustis (as a keyboardist), yeah I like music a lot =p
Favourite Movies
Star Wars
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Sonata Arctica and Nightwish
Favourite Writers
Tuomas Holopainen (Nightwish)
Favourite Games
Nowadays, it's World of Warcraft... But Duke3d, Tony Hawks and Starcraft have a place in my hea
From ~elithranielle (https://www.deviantart.com/elithranielle) journal:
"1. List facts for 16 different people you want to say but will never tell them out loud.
2. Don't reveal who they are.
3. You can comment but don't answer to guesses. The idea is that no one knows who the facts are indicated to.
4. Tag three (3) people."
Hum, I decided to do something like that, but a little different.
I've decided to write things for some people, without revealing who they are, but only one for each zodiac sign (btw, thanks google for letting me write the sign names correctly, "Taurus" instead of "Tauren" xD)
I thought of writing them as separate deviations, but in the end I decided
O/
This was a great year for me, and that's mostly thanks to all my friends, wherever we are, I carry you guys in my heart ^S2^ (how gay =p)
Hope I can give some new songs. There's one already made, but I still wanna make the lyrics. I'm in Natal right now, so I'll do that probably on January 4th when I get back to Salvador =)
Just felt like giving a life sign here ^^"
...I should do a quiz some day...